Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Its a New Year!!

First of all.. Happy New Year to all.
I just came back from a small and quiet countdown at pao ma dei.. lets see.. 6 girls and 2 guys (include myself) hehe, but so sad my God sister cant make it.. and the whole group are so quiet. haiz... Only me try to make people talk... but that restaurant sure many leng lui and many leng chai to see.. (sorry, I am not a playboy) so dont think me so bad.. Maybe the girls like to hang with me because of either Shirley is my God Sister, or because of my kind hearted souls.. but its a good thing people in the company jealous seeing many girls like hanging out with me haha, I already brainwashed everyone to say HI in my own style hehe =P everyone, you named them haha... except those new comers which also soon to be brainwashed by my style haha.. I thought I want to invite people I hope I can approached .. those I always stare at them in the same company building, but like always.. I failed.. (invite to countdown together..).

BTW, its hard to imagine, people have a Girlfriend, but never hold hands. Most of my friends just probably Pretend to have a Girlfriend, or Boyfriend, but for a long time, they said they were couple, and never seen them holding hands.. Sorry to say, is it for REAL? or a closeted guy? lol Even though they did hold hands, but rarely had them being romantic. I do not mean that these actions has to be seen by others, but its been years I live as a guy, or maybe the place I live Now (Ipoh) is not an open minded place. Actually, by rights it is not illegal to even hugging someone! Gosh.. why have to be in such situation? I see either side look so unhappy, just as being force to be in relationship. If in such case, you dont have to force yourself into the relationship. Or maybe I am being Jealous, Not sure, and maybe I am in love with someone who already has a partner.. In fact, people may have LOVER, but in many area of their web profiles, they will still be stating themselves as SINGLE! OMG... Thats why I had to see people putting it Single and scare other will know they have lover.. what for dating?

I sleep at 2 am! so sleepy. Hope someone ask me for lunch anytime starting 2009, I mean unexpected people.. haha .. (someone who is not scare anymore I am looking at them) a new friend who wish to know me, and stay a close friend.