Christmas Day...

Christmas is over..
I never had a Christmas with bunch of friends before, so I invited my friends for a meal .. KFC... =p. Well, this year is abit special i guess, because I met someone in my company , a girl in her 17.. sweet, loving, and like beating me up alot. haha she call me a "brother" so she is my sister, frankly to say, I never have a sister in my family and life, but having her, makes me feel so marvellous. Thats why I decided to treat her and her friends for KFC. For me, treating people must give the best. after asking them what to eat, I paid for everything, which earlier I just make a promise to them that I will pay just 51% of everything. It sounded so stingy as a kor kor and a friend. haha thats make me not myself. Those people who know me there, likes to talk with me, because I am a talkative guy, but, people who find me for a chat, sometimes ended in much terror , scolded by that guy with spec.. haiz.. what to do? I try making all happier working there. Always try listen to their problems, feelings, maybe thats why I worked there and all been "brainwashed" by me.. The Will-I-Am. Will-I-Am is another name given by them haha, because it show me as a true self, caring and understanding guy. Not showing off, but perhaps its the real me.
On Christmas day, its a normal celebration for me, special only for that day, or perhaps not that special. many thought my God-sister (shirley) is my GirlFriend. I wished, but nope she is my sister. haha I always care for her, and gave her lots of sweets so she won't kick my ass haha. But a clever girl. That day (Christmas) I gave lots of people sweets or candy. Those I have miss out, I say Sorry to all, I have limited amount of money to try making everyone happier. Oh, and I gave candies to the tenants.
I remember someone say to me, haha TODAY, YOU ARE A HALF SANTA CLAUSE! (The digi counter) I thank you to him, haha I would give u more sweets if I have more. I just happened to shy away haha.
Yea its a nice thing to say, even though that guy and me just rarely talks. I wish can know him more if theres any chances as a friend, or someone whom I could invite for any events, (clubbing, movies, or stuff like that). I do have friends who go out with me, but those are the days when I am studying and working in KL.

I came back from KL and stay in Ipoh just about a year ago, for all readers information). Its hard for me to find a good friend to talk with and be a close friend. If people have not know me yet, they just dont know the good thing of me as a friend. Like my God sister said, I am the best friends of all other than her current ones. No need be jealous hehe, but well, I am what I am. Let it Be (sounds like the Beatles song, LET IT BE) hehe.

For me, at the moment, is trying to find a way to improve my skills, in communicating with others, I really just tend to stare at people alot. Just MUTE, because I dunno where to start a conversation. Thats my weak spot. Those I stared at, sorry to say, starting a conversation is not my strong skill. =(

Yea, it sounded like a dummy. Anyway Christmas still have few more days to go. and I am sad that I am NOT going anywhere since I fail in the teaching course. I will stay til dunno when, maybe until I can know those people I am staring, asking them for lunch together, going out, making friends, and that will improve my skill in making communication only I will leave. Else I dunno if I will stare at people until when. If you happen to know I am staring at you, Plzzz... talk with me. Yes, I want to know YOU and be a friend. We can talk alot, cuz I am interested in anything at all, just name it.